This is just a heads-up. CM hasn't been a positive effect on my life at all and I think it's time to move on for a while. My personal life hasn't been very good and I'm trying to sort this out as well as the forums being even worse for me. I just wanted to tell you that I'm going to leave in early May.

personal problems and disagreements with staff etc, but i dont want some random staff member coming in here and telling me off over some bs i did, also i'm trying to sort out my life and it's not really helping.

i still have a month and a half to prepare for this hiatus, it's not happening in an hour or anything

i'll give a bit of a hint: i wake up every day not wanting to exist

@sovietsuperman There are plenty of reasons you should exist, and plenty of things to feel good about in life. The darkness you are seeing isn't the world, it's a fog blocking the real beauty life has to offer. I've been there, it's hard to get out of that place, but I assure the sun shines brightly once you get out.

the problem is it's been like this for a long time and all this bs and drama all the time thats happening to me is not really something i want to handle, and minecraft/craftymynes is just making it worse. i have to sort out my life and get over all these people that piss me off before i can be ready to come back to cm

@sovietsuperman I understand man, don't be afraid to pm any of us on here if you need anything k? I get CM hasn't been great to you, but there are great people here who will listen and talk to you if need be. Take care of yourself.

I'm still going to be here until May. Just a whole lot of BS going on, dont want to waste $25 so gonna use my VIP+ til it ends.

I'll PM you if I need to talk about something, thanks.

@iiTzzJojooo argon staff are supposed to tell you off if you've done something wrong , its their job.

yes and they did but i dont want this whole crap to continue further. please see this from my view.

@iiTzzJojooo I understand but you said " I don't want a random staff member coming in here and telling me off " > its their job though, you have to respect that. @argonFiles

I must have forgot to add 'again' to that. I'm not pissy because I got warned and I don't want people to think that. Of course it's their job and they do a great job indeed.

@Dannysharks Argon we tell you off because its job to enforce the server rules. The rules are in place so that the majority of people in the server have a fun and enjoyable time. Sadly if the rules are broken we have to say it so it doesnt repeat.
Im sorry that you are going through a rough patch, but the whole community is here for you if you need anything. if you want to talk about anything, pm me okay? Ill come on 1.8 later when i can. Remember that as a community, we are here for you and can be like a second family ^-^ We stick together in tough patches. If there is anything i can do to help, let me know

did you see anything i said? i honestly deserved to be told off there because I was getting out of control. i know everyone's here for me but my life is not exactly on a good note right now, but the support here is tremendous! the problem is staff should have noticed earlier and warned me before so that it wouldn't have gotten that far but I don't hold anything against you guys for it!

right now i've finished a 1.8 build and am currently just building admin weapons on SP.

i've been struggling with depression for years and it's not over yet.

Things don't just magically get better.

however the support from everyone is superb and I am grateful for it.

@iiTzzJojooo there's always light at the end of the tunnel buddy

@iiTzzJojooo
Sometimes that tunnel can be a lightyear long though. Everyone gets over things at their own place. Things have gotten tremendously better for me over the years but I'm always going to have problems. I don't know if it's technically allowed to discuss the root of my problems but I can find out, anyway.