Pff doge don't be stupid like me :P please don't. I'll probably come back when commissions are done and out of the way so I can enjoy the server once again without worries this time I've been requested a huge commission so it may take a while to get the ones I have and that specific one done <3 And once I'm done I would rather see your face around so I can have someone to look forward to playing with I'm looking forward to see a good few people on the server! damn apoc you're tugging my heart strings I kinda teared up a bit hahaha but it totally helped thank you so much<3

People seem to be spreading rumors like wildfire so I guess it's a good time to just come out and explain anyway the reason for my self-banning. Well before more people start speaking for me- in which I couldn't blame much I was kinda random and out haha.
Basically bee had gotten killed and lost all her items she worked for and well felt sad for it. I mean who wouldn't be a little down about that? it's a completely normal reaction toward something you've worked hard to get .. Someone els in the same destination went up and stole it instead of giving it back. What happened was some of the server players started poking fun at her spouting things like "Rage much?" And taunting her to leave we can all agree that's a fairly normal thing that goes on in the server and I agree what happens happens however the more time passed the more it felt like surrounding and soon people were making harsh jokes about how she used her pickaxe and further on... Bee isn't the most tough skinned out there.. She started sulking in her own tears and logged off. And no it wasn't for the fact we both lost items she was hurt in this case which caused me to snap. Look I'm not blaming the server and I'm not blaming the community. However when i see my girlfriend hurt I'm going to lose it..And that's exactly what I did I started beating and blaming myself for persuading her to play in a place where this normally happens so I figured I wouldn't be needed much at this point.

Am I making an appeal? I don't know for sure. I mean it's hard to easily decide on a bad headache right now but I don't think I could stray away forever.
But It gives me more motivation to just finish up whatever's left of commissions anyway I think I could use a break.

all I'm saying is you could of mended this thread more professionally lmao

So basically you want all of us to see your point of view when clearly you're not going to cooperate with ours?

This is what usually happens when your complaints aren't professional you openly invite people to goof around and talk shit right back I mean look at the title of your thread you sound more pissed than acting professional itself. Otherwise people would of probably taken it in a different perspective.

you really like to compare the server and the community to things some of us don't really associate with or care about for one
And no you putting the community as a whole claiming we are all sheep is hilarious maybe some of us community point out things they disagree with your words? I've skimmed through this and to me it just sounds lke you want to be spoiled and automatically trust hackers that have hacked when we've clearly been let down with that that itself sounds pretty stupid FOR rules in my personal opinion.

fucking charred

@GnomeChild @yelloms

No, I just drew it with my tablet pen in like 10 seconds lmao
all of that is drawn aside from the lettering in which I got from another art program I use
look closely at the island it's not even a perfect half circle same for the stripes on the boarder they're liek fucking curving everywhere and done hastily xD

im fucking laughing at this xDD