Hey guys.

I wanted to share with you all something that some of you might fight with in your private life.

I take stuff like this pretty seriously so I don't want any morons talking shit.

Now, I know what depression is and I've been fighting that piece of shit for over 8 years.
That was a rough journey and it's still going but it's not so bad anymore.

I always felt worthless, empty, I felt nothingness, like it was horrible.
I had so many suicide thoughts that's insane. I had 4 attempts in suicide and once my mom saved my life.

If it wasn't for her, I'd be dead. I saw my sister crying when she heard I was about to kill myself.
I promised myself I would never do it again. I had a recent problem with my dad cheating on my mom after 34 years of marriage.

That somewhat got me suicidal thoughts because he did it in front of my eyes, but that aside, I know that there's my family.
A family that loves me and would hate it if I was gone. I'm writing this to encourage everyone who is suffering from suicidal thoughts and depression that you don't do it. It's not worth to take your own life because of depression and other problems.

Please, don't attempt any suicidal stuff. I want you to live. I've been through it and I know how it feels.
I want you to continue your life. You have a lot to live for but you're not really aware of that.

I'm always open to talk with anyone about this kind of thing. I'm not really the problem solver or someone that'll make it dissapear, therapist exists for that - but I'm here to talk with you about it. Never give up on yourself. Never give up on your family.

If your friends aren't here for you then your family is. I don't have a lot of friends because I don't need them.
Friends come and go but the ones that stood there for you and got you up will be there for you in your hardest times.

Your family will be there for you every time. You can count on that. :)

Be safe and stay strong, because you can do this. :)

@Sofatroll I beg to differ! :D

Hahahahah that doesn't include you.

You've got special German trolling skills hahaha :D

You guys are shit trollers :D

These look good. Doge approves this.

But there's this thing that caught my attention and that's you "graphics designers". You two ain't the only ones. There's more of them and I'm one of them even though won't do any graphics design here. 99designs and freelancer exist for a reason. If you're expecting to get paid with real $$ on a Minecraft community like this then give up the hope because that's not gonna happen. Unless you want to get paid with the in game items then that's completely different thing.

I'm just saying. :)

Because my friends are in TE. Honestly, I don't give a shit to who I join, I coulda aswell started on my own.

You all are my friends one way or another. I got nothing to do with their PvPing. I'll just build and gather shit and that's all so don't worry about me trying to PvP with anyone because I absolutely suck at it lmao.

Yay just the thing is I'm not a PvPer so I don't give a shit if people kill me or not.

I just wanna build shit and my Apathy friends are in it. I was done with being solo.
It's annoying as fuck lol. TheShibaLoves & Ham_Radio are in it too. :)

Coulda waited for me ya dipshits lol.

Too bad I've been to work. Yeah guys, I'm a Team Eye member now.

Schuss server, see you after the reset or basically after my lazyass gets done with 8 hours of sleep and 8 hours of work. :D

Nice, I like that.

I think I saw those custom trikes here in Germany a few times.
They looked ridiculous but really cool tho :P

Hey guys, so I wanted to start this thread to simply make some kind of conversation between all of us.

I don't know how many of you will find it interesting but here it goes:

1. What is your favorite sound system & why?
2. What is your favorite car? - Can be anything, an SUV, normal cars and stuff.
3. What is your favorite bike? - The ones with an engine in it not the one with pedals. xD

Let me start:

1. My all the time favorite is Bang & Olufsen. Why? It all led from me having eternal love for Audi R8 and it has B&O installed on it.
I had a listen of several songs in one of the Audi R8's(I sat in one, suprisingly I managed to fit in it being 6'2") and I loved it. I listened some songs on a headset and it was amazing. It was at a store, I'm glad the seller allowed me to test them out. I wanted to test Sennheiner's too but my headset cord didn't fit, they use smaller ones fml.

2. 2008 Audi R8 4.2 FSI - I love V8 engines and I love the sound of the car, the looks of it just fits my style. I love it with all my heart.

3. My favorite bike? 2001 Yamaha TDM. My dad owns one and I loved it on instant. It's not fast or slow. Basically something I would drive if I had a license which I obviously don't lol. There's two more: Yamaha R1 & R6. Those would be for speed. I love the way they sound and the mean look they have.

So yeah - if you have anything from this list that you favorite then share it with community. :D