Such admin many wows!!

Oh, why, thank you xD

I just realized one thing: This entire building consists of 4 buildings in one lol.

This first one has one more(even though they're connected) building with 7 stories and other one is 9 stories plus 3 that are mainly with machines and other bullshit in them.

Oh boy...lol.

RIP world. This is why you shouldn't trust bad people :P

My only problem is that this build will take no less than shitload of quartz blocks since the entire building is white and I have my own version of how would it look like. It's going to take lots of space to build too.

Atleast 250 x 250 if not even more so just imagine how much quartz ore I'll need to mine lol.

Hey guys.

So I'll take some time off from CM. I haven't been on for a week or so.
Reason behind that is because I need some time off from Multiplayer.
I kinda still didn't take that reset quite kindly so I'll just take some time off.

So, I wanna do something else.
That something is building in Creative Mode.

Since my suck level in building is overload I wanna build stuff in that FatFlat World.

I have a build in plan. This building I'm working at, Continental is really cool and I kind of want to replicate it.
I'll be honest with you. It has three different buildings in one.

First one is 13 stories high(of which 9 is the working places and the rest is pretty much access to the roof and other shit).
Second one is 2 stories high and third is 4 stories high. Second and third are mainly where my father works at.

They are testing cars equipped with Continental stuff in them. Fun things they have in there. :D

Anyway, I could replicate all that shit and literally build it. :D

I'll have my own version of that so let's see what I come up with.
If you're doing the same or something similar, feel free to share it here. :D

..and I won't because I know she'd lie to me like always. All the good times are fading away in my mind. I can't even remember our last kiss. But goddamn I miss kissing her. That's one of the things I can't forget. I know that if I ever meet her after everything I know a kiss will fly by. It will be either me or her but I think she would be the one that would trigger it and I want to avoid that.

My suicide attempt was because of my ex. She's not really normal and she was kinda suicidal because of the harassment from her ex. She's dumb as fuck to still talk with him. I loved her so much and vice versa that we couldn't go a day without each other. If she would be gone then the same would be with me. I'm glad we are both still alive. She fucked up our relationship for a great deal. I still have a heart for her. Honestly if I were to meet her when I get to Croatia then I know what will happen. Going into a relationship with her again is a big no.

@Captain_Mitchell Can't help it. My reason is a good one.

You know we can talk about it if you want.

This is why I made this thread, to attempt in helping those with suicidal thoughts because I went through it.

I'm open to talk with you about it. :)

It already is better for me because I went through the worst part of it.

This comes quite rarely now and I wrote this for anyone of thinking about suicide.

I realized that day when my mom saved my life that suicide is not worth it. :)