Need help? United States:
1 (800) 273-8255
National Suicide Prevention Lifeline
Hours: 24 hours, 7 days a week
Languages: English, Spanish
Website: www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org
Here, if a person implies that they may be suicidal and do it, if you are found to have spoke with the person or had knowledge there of and not directed them to the help hotline you can be charged with murder.
I feel your pain, find something in life that you have to live for to pull yourself out, even if you must live for no other reason but to feed your pet cricket - cause lord knows I ain't gonna do it for you.