People seem to be spreading rumors like wildfire so I guess it's a good time to just come out and explain anyway the reason for my self-banning. Well before more people start speaking for me- in which I couldn't blame much I was kinda random and out haha.
Basically bee had gotten killed and lost all her items she worked for and well felt sad for it. I mean who wouldn't be a little down about that? it's a completely normal reaction toward something you've worked hard to get .. Someone els in the same destination went up and stole it instead of giving it back. What happened was some of the server players started poking fun at her spouting things like "Rage much?" And taunting her to leave we can all agree that's a fairly normal thing that goes on in the server and I agree what happens happens however the more time passed the more it felt like surrounding and soon people were making harsh jokes about how she used her pickaxe and further on... Bee isn't the most tough skinned out there.. She started sulking in her own tears and logged off. And no it wasn't for the fact we both lost items she was hurt in this case which caused me to snap. Look I'm not blaming the server and I'm not blaming the community. However when i see my girlfriend hurt I'm going to lose it..And that's exactly what I did I started beating and blaming myself for persuading her to play in a place where this normally happens so I figured I wouldn't be needed much at this point.
Am I making an appeal? I don't know for sure. I mean it's hard to easily decide on a bad headache right now but I don't think I could stray away forever.
But It gives me more motivation to just finish up whatever's left of commissions anyway I think I could use a break.
